Again

It happen Again!!!! Again i feel demotivated to work.... but this time i know the reason. Money is so in balance of what i contribute to the company. Is money end now, the balance in my bank account & wallet are in RED!!! how can i made it?

Brand New Steps

Finally i have made my move. i have left my beloved working environment tats so convince for me and i have move my self to a hold new place!! new working environment, new type of client base, new challenge.... wao! by listing them down made me excited!!! I had already survive in the previous job, i believe my new job i can do the same too!!!

Work is ......

Work may refer to:

Human labor:
Employment
House work
Labor (economics), measure of the work done by human beings
Manual labor, physical work done by people
Wage labor, in which a worker sells their labor and an employer buys it
Work (project management), the effort applied to produce a deliverable or accomplish a task
Working the system ‎

In physics:
Work (physics) (mechanical work), the amount of energy transferred by a force
Work (thermodynamics), the quantity of energy transferred from one system to another
........ blar ....blar.....balr....

to me it mean money, time & life & this are related because money cost time& time cost your life....

kind of tired of my work now... i have few free thing from from work there are : stress, bed health, no social life.....

i am seeking for opportunity, & please opportunity found me fast!!!

Shell i?

Big question mark?

I have this big Question for myself, five year down the road where I stand? Where will I will be.

Shell I goes for the money or the goodwill?

If I jump I get more money, more responsible. If I don’t I do what been supposed to and my name will be taken care off.

As this age what is the important fact I should follow. Now or never, I have to make up my mind.

Now I have chosen to stay. I really hope this is the correct choice.

its monday again

o gosh~ is never until now i feel i'm so afreat of monday. i hate to attend work so much....
all becos work lode ~ all the work stress.... wat can i do????

Tough

i believe in this dec is my tough month. yes is year end, as sales personal need to do last push for next year event if not client might not have budget for me...
but this year i have new thing to be stress for. my staff. their are becoming more & more demotivate, all because of management issue, all thanks to dear Mr D with his SHG been creating more & more unfair issue to made the staff unsatisfied.
not only this. the ISO certificate, to have ISO its should be good to the company but to start a new thing it will come with pain, staff been complaining waste of time, why need to do this & that...
now even complain about the salary.
my god. to be a leader really not easy.

a Solo event

have been long i have never leave a word here.
after a month long torment on planing & management the sales program, activity.

last week. i had a weekend of insomnia, i been worry on the attendance on today sales event.
finally is over now.
all do the turn out guest is super low, but the sigh up rate is really good. 9 out 4 sign up.
really lucky.

because of this event i have learn, every thing must do A to Z. never let ppl take charge if not its mean put own self of the chopping board. XD.

for next coming event i shell be a better performer!!!

OMG....

it happen again, another guy get interested on me.
i have no idea wat make me attract to them?

i finally understand how gals feel the weirdness when a guy looking at them. is so so geli.

*will u ask some one u newly know to go on a holiday trip with u?
i beat no rite. that's de question i been ask, to go on a 3day2 nite trip by weird guy.

remember I NOT GAY!!!

Miscounted level of Anger

normally i could just take thing down n just between my self. i told i can control my anger....
but just now i been tested so many time & end up a iced situation.
2 talkative end up siting 1 side of corner....

O gosh, what i have done, what i have say???

all just out of anger.... was so out of control.....
so quite... so cold...

frustrating aka Du Lan

1st time in my working life i been told/say by client " u r sales personal sure u have to tell me how good the thing is......." is so Du Lan once i heard this word's
some more is not from a client it self but a old part timer lady. using 1 same excuse" never do this b4 wanted to understand more" hello dont u know how to read? cant u check once i have confirm with your boss mean OK already what the fuck u wanted to ask so many thing if u dont believe just go hide your self at home!!!
wasted all my time explain & explain to for 1 hour. sian!!!!

Dream Again...

what is going wrong with my dream...
this is a 1st night 1 @ muar, n my dream was my car broke down... & brake in by some indian, taking out part by part from my car... fighting with the indians... bring them to police station... bla... bla...
what is all this about??? again the car in my dream is not my car in real life... it was a White Honda Accord, what is the meaning of this dream??? what it wanted to tell?

a dream...

That's was a scary dream.
1st have no idea where i go, i parked my car beside some housing area, when i back to collect my car, my car been sill by wax at all door, when i tried to open from the house nearby...i woke up....
2nd is about my car again, i when out for a trio together with group of people, in the end of the journey my car gone missing, yet the group of them, enjoying their meal & joke around.... i was so worry looking around for my car; and up what i found it was an old junk that reply my key alarm system & the homeless taring part of by part from the car.
it turn no chose i drove the car away, i too spot there is ghost around( Japan Army), guess wat i do? not drive over them over away, i ask them do them see my car. XD c how crazy i m on my car.

End up i woke by my alarm clock. it's made me worry wats gonna happen to my car &made me dulan on that group of people.

faker

XD lol... been talking about how fake a person can. end up me my self are also one of them.

but shell this case count? 1st she not my friend, not someone i will go out with, not even 4 lunch?

but behind her i really angry on her on wat she have so on how she push thing around...

i have no choice, i have 2 twis around to counter her all her idea....

it's tired. why cant she just admit she lazy n dint do her work so thing's happen...

why this can b happen, i think this is why we call HUMAN, we a the only living thing that harm any thing.

what is friends?

can some 1 tell me whats is friend? whats friend for???
if u been blacklisted do u still be real to them?
u half hearted to your friend, do u think the other wont do the same to u?

start to b fake

2 day, i been call in to management office, guess wat, i been inform i'm being promoted to asst manager.
but i dont feel any happyness at all, mayb i find i the only 1 can be taken? or i find it soon i going 2 be as fake as them?
there is so many thing 2 think of... itz a good start or a nom?
i have no idea just work & see how it goes......
1 thing for sure is i gone say more yes to them compare to last time.

the feel are so Close & so Far

after de incident of esther & during yesterday meeting, i really find to be a leader are really not easy.
as yesterday event postmortem, exhibition meeting i really feel every one are selfish, every one have own agenda.cut line, set own rule & broke it own self.
Just like ivan say's. our company are like the TVB movie 宮心計( dont really know coz dint watch). but our company are not a big a one, our staff + management are not more than 30 ppl. y can this happen, funny rite?
can really c the fake face of them... if v r small v r really small fly in their eye.
After so many "consultation" with esther, i still unable to convince her. i can really feel how a management feel when the staff wanted to leave and with a strong will. & all i can say is I cant bare your future, i have done all the best i can in my level. i thank you so much for all you have done & i'm sure miss u.
after 2day i really understand the quote "in this world there nothing say without any one the thing cant work or must have somebody"
within 1 year the marketing team of 5 soon going to b 1.
ai... marketing team soon to be Lonely.

from jeff,angel,nica now esther.... i belief all of u are doing far more better than wat u doing when u'r here.

i wish all the best & i miss working with u guys.

But no worry beside the loness & missing u guys i will work my self up.

i think i did a sin

ppl have u ever be stop by some stranger, ask for money?

this how the story start.
after meeting client @ PJ section 16, coz it near Food Foundry. so i plan is when over there buy the Mille Crepe cake & have lunch with my dear.
because the stupidness of me i when the wrong way and i been stop by 2 ppl on a half broken bike, one of the full of blood, the driver (old lady) told me, her friend (old man) behind just been roob and cut by the robber, ask me to spare them some money for medical and will return me the money. Guess wat? i open my wallet and give them RM 50 and teach them how to go G.hospital....

after they left N on my way to Food Foundry i suddenly remember to G.Hospital is free of charge. fuck!!! some more i saw both of them asking another car... wat the fuck.
i quick go by them ask them why stil here. guess wat??? they just say will return me the money n speed off from me...
shit, by looking their back it goes also my RM 50. fuck i m so dam stupid. i even for get to take their photo. so i can post them here.

SO PPL if U in Petaling Jaya area near SS17,16 or Jaya one please careful is u saw 2 old ppl on a half broken blue color bike & the one behind cover with blood, asking for money. just say U GO FUCK OFF!!!

a brand new start

wao!!!! is a brand new start in a old place.

the company is under going change, working here is like working in a new environment.

square head have lesser say in office, us given more opportunity to speck out.

more way to out shine our own self, but also more easy to get in problem, a hold new challenge, a hold new independence working environment.

i m happily welcome a hold new working environment in a old place.

I WILL WORK THE BEST OUT OF MY SELF.

pain moment

this is the bad guy hit my car...........

remember him, this onwer no money, dont 1 to report police somemore, call friend from work shop for help. avoid him when saw this car.

my hon hon get a ugly back.
so so sad.

so so sad

HOPE

another sleepless nite.

what can we do if a hold department no 1 like the manager? how can it happen?

as a normal stuff should we blame all to the management? when we did something wrong can we push all to the managements, and the manager useless can he push to us?

my answer is NO. as every people in a department we should work as a team/a family. we should not point finger to other's. i know it might only happen in fairy tells. but i really hope one day every 1 can work together peacefully.

because we are human & we are already a living mistake. so we are allow to made mistake but it only be fine when we know we do mistake if not, we will 4ever a mistake.

every one need 2 change, when the environment change. no matter how it is because a are human we need to change only we be adopt to society.

HOPE ONE DAY I BE HIGHER RANK WITH THE SQUARE HEAD