Sadness I think the answer should be.
On last Friday, around 8.30, I been notice than Mr Chan have when home due to critical, I admit when I heard the new I feel shock coz I told he is recovering. Rush back after diner with my dear from zamia, when I reach Mr Chan home, I saw every one eyes are full of tears, but not me, not even after I c him laying on bed tired look.
I have no idea how come I don’t feel any thing on him. Even other male college all tears down once they saw him, but not me, even those that not so close with him, they snuffle after seeing boss lay on bed.
All I can say is when I see ppl looking @ him & snuffle, I do feel uncomfortable, in my mind that A superman like Mr Chan, him he self might not want so many ppl show him worst look to so many people, that’s what’ why last time he only calls us to meet him when he feel better. I don’t know wat to say, but on Fri & Sat to c him suffer on bed is kind of weird for me. wei, ppl why doing the sad face, why every one stay around he not dead yet.
On Sunday, Mr Chan been confirm leave us in peace, @ that moment guess what, I don’t feel sad for him at all. I don’t know it be right or not, I just feel release for him & my self, now I can make decision freely, no need to worry so much already.
All do I hate him so much, but I do respect him for the entire thing he have done, for the society, gave me all opportunity he can, expose me to the business market. Lead me to this level.
in deed I must say: Thank You, Mr Chan.
