Tough

i believe in this dec is my tough month. yes is year end, as sales personal need to do last push for next year event if not client might not have budget for me...
but this year i have new thing to be stress for. my staff. their are becoming more & more demotivate, all because of management issue, all thanks to dear Mr D with his SHG been creating more & more unfair issue to made the staff unsatisfied.
not only this. the ISO certificate, to have ISO its should be good to the company but to start a new thing it will come with pain, staff been complaining waste of time, why need to do this & that...
now even complain about the salary.
my god. to be a leader really not easy.

a Solo event

have been long i have never leave a word here.
after a month long torment on planing & management the sales program, activity.

last week. i had a weekend of insomnia, i been worry on the attendance on today sales event.
finally is over now.
all do the turn out guest is super low, but the sigh up rate is really good. 9 out 4 sign up.
really lucky.

because of this event i have learn, every thing must do A to Z. never let ppl take charge if not its mean put own self of the chopping board. XD.

for next coming event i shell be a better performer!!!

OMG....

it happen again, another guy get interested on me.
i have no idea wat make me attract to them?

i finally understand how gals feel the weirdness when a guy looking at them. is so so geli.

*will u ask some one u newly know to go on a holiday trip with u?
i beat no rite. that's de question i been ask, to go on a 3day2 nite trip by weird guy.

remember I NOT GAY!!!

Miscounted level of Anger

normally i could just take thing down n just between my self. i told i can control my anger....
but just now i been tested so many time & end up a iced situation.
2 talkative end up siting 1 side of corner....

O gosh, what i have done, what i have say???

all just out of anger.... was so out of control.....
so quite... so cold...

frustrating aka Du Lan

1st time in my working life i been told/say by client " u r sales personal sure u have to tell me how good the thing is......." is so Du Lan once i heard this word's
some more is not from a client it self but a old part timer lady. using 1 same excuse" never do this b4 wanted to understand more" hello dont u know how to read? cant u check once i have confirm with your boss mean OK already what the fuck u wanted to ask so many thing if u dont believe just go hide your self at home!!!
wasted all my time explain & explain to for 1 hour. sian!!!!

Dream Again...

what is going wrong with my dream...
this is a 1st night 1 @ muar, n my dream was my car broke down... & brake in by some indian, taking out part by part from my car... fighting with the indians... bring them to police station... bla... bla...
what is all this about??? again the car in my dream is not my car in real life... it was a White Honda Accord, what is the meaning of this dream??? what it wanted to tell?

a dream...

That's was a scary dream.
1st have no idea where i go, i parked my car beside some housing area, when i back to collect my car, my car been sill by wax at all door, when i tried to open from the house nearby...i woke up....
2nd is about my car again, i when out for a trio together with group of people, in the end of the journey my car gone missing, yet the group of them, enjoying their meal & joke around.... i was so worry looking around for my car; and up what i found it was an old junk that reply my key alarm system & the homeless taring part of by part from the car.
it turn no chose i drove the car away, i too spot there is ghost around( Japan Army), guess wat i do? not drive over them over away, i ask them do them see my car. XD c how crazy i m on my car.

End up i woke by my alarm clock. it's made me worry wats gonna happen to my car &made me dulan on that group of people.

faker

XD lol... been talking about how fake a person can. end up me my self are also one of them.

but shell this case count? 1st she not my friend, not someone i will go out with, not even 4 lunch?

but behind her i really angry on her on wat she have so on how she push thing around...

i have no choice, i have 2 twis around to counter her all her idea....

it's tired. why cant she just admit she lazy n dint do her work so thing's happen...

why this can b happen, i think this is why we call HUMAN, we a the only living thing that harm any thing.

what is friends?

can some 1 tell me whats is friend? whats friend for???
if u been blacklisted do u still be real to them?
u half hearted to your friend, do u think the other wont do the same to u?

start to b fake

2 day, i been call in to management office, guess wat, i been inform i'm being promoted to asst manager.
but i dont feel any happyness at all, mayb i find i the only 1 can be taken? or i find it soon i going 2 be as fake as them?
there is so many thing 2 think of... itz a good start or a nom?
i have no idea just work & see how it goes......
1 thing for sure is i gone say more yes to them compare to last time.