the feel are so Close & so Far

after de incident of esther & during yesterday meeting, i really find to be a leader are really not easy.
as yesterday event postmortem, exhibition meeting i really feel every one are selfish, every one have own agenda.cut line, set own rule & broke it own self.
Just like ivan say's. our company are like the TVB movie 宮心計( dont really know coz dint watch). but our company are not a big a one, our staff + management are not more than 30 ppl. y can this happen, funny rite?
can really c the fake face of them... if v r small v r really small fly in their eye.
After so many "consultation" with esther, i still unable to convince her. i can really feel how a management feel when the staff wanted to leave and with a strong will. & all i can say is I cant bare your future, i have done all the best i can in my level. i thank you so much for all you have done & i'm sure miss u.
after 2day i really understand the quote "in this world there nothing say without any one the thing cant work or must have somebody"
within 1 year the marketing team of 5 soon going to b 1.
ai... marketing team soon to be Lonely.

from jeff,angel,nica now esther.... i belief all of u are doing far more better than wat u doing when u'r here.

i wish all the best & i miss working with u guys.

But no worry beside the loness & missing u guys i will work my self up.

i think i did a sin

ppl have u ever be stop by some stranger, ask for money?

this how the story start.
after meeting client @ PJ section 16, coz it near Food Foundry. so i plan is when over there buy the Mille Crepe cake & have lunch with my dear.
because the stupidness of me i when the wrong way and i been stop by 2 ppl on a half broken bike, one of the full of blood, the driver (old lady) told me, her friend (old man) behind just been roob and cut by the robber, ask me to spare them some money for medical and will return me the money. Guess wat? i open my wallet and give them RM 50 and teach them how to go G.hospital....

after they left N on my way to Food Foundry i suddenly remember to G.Hospital is free of charge. fuck!!! some more i saw both of them asking another car... wat the fuck.
i quick go by them ask them why stil here. guess wat??? they just say will return me the money n speed off from me...
shit, by looking their back it goes also my RM 50. fuck i m so dam stupid. i even for get to take their photo. so i can post them here.

SO PPL if U in Petaling Jaya area near SS17,16 or Jaya one please careful is u saw 2 old ppl on a half broken blue color bike & the one behind cover with blood, asking for money. just say U GO FUCK OFF!!!

a brand new start

wao!!!! is a brand new start in a old place.

the company is under going change, working here is like working in a new environment.

square head have lesser say in office, us given more opportunity to speck out.

more way to out shine our own self, but also more easy to get in problem, a hold new challenge, a hold new independence working environment.

i m happily welcome a hold new working environment in a old place.

I WILL WORK THE BEST OUT OF MY SELF.

pain moment

this is the bad guy hit my car...........

remember him, this onwer no money, dont 1 to report police somemore, call friend from work shop for help. avoid him when saw this car.

my hon hon get a ugly back.
so so sad.

so so sad

HOPE

another sleepless nite.

what can we do if a hold department no 1 like the manager? how can it happen?

as a normal stuff should we blame all to the management? when we did something wrong can we push all to the managements, and the manager useless can he push to us?

my answer is NO. as every people in a department we should work as a team/a family. we should not point finger to other's. i know it might only happen in fairy tells. but i really hope one day every 1 can work together peacefully.

because we are human & we are already a living mistake. so we are allow to made mistake but it only be fine when we know we do mistake if not, we will 4ever a mistake.

every one need 2 change, when the environment change. no matter how it is because a are human we need to change only we be adopt to society.

HOPE ONE DAY I BE HIGHER RANK WITH THE SQUARE HEAD

meaning less

last time use to complain about no personal time coz need to work during weekend n late week day, now when he left, thing change work lode become less N lesser. no direction, no clue wat will happen. just meaning less work every day. like zombie.

doing nothing in office but facebooking...... my god.

wat happen? why can be like that?

working life are confusing.

tired work.........

work with a square headed manager are tired enough, now i work with pair of them.

working here have become more N more stress full. with the pair of them, more & more ppl get demotivated, sense of belonging become lesser... more N more ppl getting DULAN with both them. is already enough tough handle management, now with the new pair of SQUARE HEADED. i have no idea how long i will stay.

so is time 2 look for new place, new hope.

lets let the PAIR handed them self.

i will miss u

have been 4 year's i with this baby. My 1st very own car

now he is going 2 leave me n 2 find a new owner soon.

so many memories with him. my 1st time drive down to Singapore, 1st time to Penang, 1st drift with stock car :p... 1st time 180 per KM/H..... i have done so many thing with him.

now suddenly say selling him off, are kind of weird feeling, but if i dont sell him off i m sure tie down with his mantaince fees. nowdays more n more weird noice coming out from every where.

i dont know why i feel sad when i signing the document of the new ride. but i m sure i already miss him already.

love 5210

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have no idea happen to the weather?
i been wake half way when i sleeping... the heat and bitten but unseen inserts, sian unable to sleep back already...
OMG!!! is only 4am here... i want to go back to sleep. but .... i m here typing this blog....
gosh... no idea wat will happen to me later.... a panda or a zombie maybe.
now i dont even sleep sleepy @ all.

can it be trusted?

can a friend double crose us? itz i think to much or i really need to beware of tis.
itz when a ppl reach a point that he really want what his want, he will let every thing behind? even friendship.
but in other hand, what made friendship so inportent? even own familly can be betray. aikz...all i can do is keep extra care full.
hope it will not be the worst thing i m thinking.

Fall of the Superman

What’s normally you will feel when you Boss aka Guru die?

Sadness I think the answer should be.

On last Friday, around 8.30, I been notice than Mr Chan have when home due to critical, I admit when I heard the new I feel shock coz I told he is recovering. Rush back after diner with my dear from zamia, when I reach Mr Chan home, I saw every one eyes are full of tears, but not me, not even after I c him laying on bed tired look.

I have no idea how come I don’t feel any thing on him. Even other male college all tears down once they saw him, but not me, even those that not so close with him, they snuffle after seeing boss lay on bed.

All I can say is when I see ppl looking @ him & snuffle, I do feel uncomfortable, in my mind that A superman like Mr Chan, him he self might not want so many ppl show him worst look to so many people, that’s what’ why last time he only calls us to meet him when he feel better. I don’t know wat to say, but on Fri & Sat to c him suffer on bed is kind of weird for me. wei, ppl why doing the sad face, why every one stay around he not dead yet.

On Sunday, Mr Chan been confirm leave us in peace, @ that moment guess what, I don’t feel sad for him at all. I don’t know it be right or not, I just feel release for him & my self, now I can make decision freely, no need to worry so much already.

All do I hate him so much, but I do respect him for the entire thing he have done, for the society, gave me all opportunity he can, expose me to the business market. Lead me to this level.

in deed I must say: Thank You, Mr Chan.

ouch!!!

once again my poor ride been hit....

luckly not that bad.

and this the aunty that hit my ride!!!

this how to cost LDP highway jam on 6/5/2009 noon.

Give Up

is really this tough now days? every 1 out here need to eat, but y ppl keep closing the door? itz by closing 1 will link to open a new door?
i have no idea. just now wat a super tough meeting, all about life or dead. but the fact is die no matter what, all of us have made the decision that go for a quick dead than a slow dead.
ai... now just for time to solve smaller problem.
may a better day come now.

A Tough Week.

Was a tough week for me. For time being so limited on upcoming events, time is clicking off and no new comer to the show… just client’s pulling out from the list day by day.
Just a week sales lost 120k, its event more than wats come in this week by the entire team. Sian…
Bosses out there stop tighten up your A&P budget, where money not been spend, the flow of money won’t start. U guys should do now, is the best time to do in this time. Don’t be afraid. Money come money goes, the more u spend the more its come back to you.

Enough of bad thing for a week, as today a weekend, after leave sunway heading to cheras I get stop by a police man for not putting on the safety belt. Guess wat, as a normal routine what else the police man could ask, but this was the 1st time a police man asked so direct want to buy him drink or a packed of cigarette… it real freak me up coz I not been ask like than b4? Coz normally is I ask them how can we settle than only start it but not like this, I was so afraid he want to charge me for bribery. BUT know wat he ask again when he look at me? He ask me are you working or study? Of coz I answer study for trying pay less to him. :p but surprise me was after I told him I still a college student, he say since u a student I don’t want your money and let me go.

Wao!!! It so unbeliever, even when I in my secondary school time a police man take all my money even my coin in the coin box. But the police man today really made me think twice, should I call him I good police man or … no one’s know but God.

I think that is a good sign for me that next week is a better week for me. A better day ahead.

blog 4?

have not been blog 4 so long again :P, as not to say have nothing 2 blog just feel y should place all i have done @ here.
been read through ppl's blog, most of ppl put the daily activity, some put special events, some put politic, movie's and even thing on sales.
start now, this blog site will only be de place me 2 leave all my unhappiness, all bad thing will be listed here, so de less u read from here, meaning de better i m doing now.

Is Chinese New Year Time

have been waited so long for holiday break from the stress full office.
2day de 1st day of Chinese New Year, after read all Chinese Astor for year of ox, i found out a have obstacle than need to over come, and i know wat its mean. to over come it. i will follow wat it say and do all it's have been recommended from de "san say", all do i not very sure it will work or not, but i will try it and hope for the best. 2009 is a tough year as ppl say, it a challenging year for me to over take de fella.
beside de superstition part, ofcoz on the normally routine work i will do all my best and show you are nothing to me.

2009 here i come

LORD ANDREW: I CAN DO IT!

~2009~

As every 1 says this is year 2009 will be a bad year, last time talk about bad economic, still ppl dare spend money but this year ppl keep holding back. wats the problem,

As our friend from air Asia say" @ bad time is a good time to do more A&P"

today our another friend from Intel says" this is de best to invest in R&D, & people, bad time will not last long, once it's over this 2 part will serve best to the company"

Yeo!!! people hear b4 the law of attraction? the more u think the more it happens. so do this positive.

For me, this year 2009 is a good year to fight. my fighting spirit are growing every day.

with this every day with be a good day to fight, and victory soon will be my.

~ again ~

an email send out with CC every one, on frizzing leave for coming 2 week due to poor achievement.

What can be done for a week before a long public holiday to a corporate client?
De hold department personal leave been froze again after event and b4 Chinese New Year Break. What can be done to before CNY???? Yet, the market trend now are CASH is KING, from housewife to corporate leader just keeping money and stop spending/ budget cut. With this how can we attack the buyers?
That’s is so many why, so many what… why de mood have change? What de fella really want to do? Why want made our life difficult? are these just demotivate us?

2009

Wao, de 1st post of de year.
Should this blog 2 announce happiness or just list of 2009 resolution?

NO! Here just a notes to declaim WAR!!!
Just a 1st week of work after holiday, I have been a booming target by de fella.
Have no idea wats have made me his target?

Am I too soft to be turn around or I’m a stone in your eye.
I been nice only when u don’t touch me, now u have started. There will be no turning back, the more u pressure me, de more I will take, soon I will return all to u @ once.
And thanks for giving me this push to take over u.

i will made sure u know why i here and wats made me here.

Ha~Ha~Ha

I'm Ready